am so glad to have a goal

a concrete one

finally

after all these years

:)

ohh, and i miss music.

a life without marimba and timpani is almost unbearable

the instruments are all covered with dust nowww

i wanna SING too.

lalalalaaaaaaaalalalalalaaaaalaalaaaaalaaa

huhhh anyway.

xx

where is my passion????

and determination?? where are you ar my dearrrrr

nei fai dee tong ngor chuut farn lei argh

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rahhh people keep telling me i look dreadful these days

hell i'm not. 

just lack of sleep

still hvnt started working rly hard and time's slipping away

aww joanna ng you HAVE to be industrious!!!!!!!

i so wanna be both physically and spiritually strenthened

to hv the power to strive on

god how come i'm so distant from you

xx

at certain moments you think you can never forgo something

yet you'll find it wrong when you encounter something better

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now it's like flooding.

what to do eh.